In the Presence of the Divine

I realized yesterday that I am done
  contemplating the upcoming surgery.

Just like that and for no particular reason,
  I'm done.  I am at peace with the surgery.
  And, I am done contemplating my mortality.

I don't know what spiritual/emotional boundary
  I crossed, nor do I remember passing through it.
  But, I realize I am on the other side, and at peace.

I am at peace with all the days apportioned to this life.
  I accept whatever outcomes emerge from the surgery.
  I honor the sanctity of life, on and beyond this plane.

The moment I recognized this shift, I felt a sense of
  gratitude for the many blessings showered upon
  me in this lifetime, a reverence, euphoria, awe.

I am standing in the presence of the Divine.
  Everything is exactly as it is meant to be.
  I am asked to quiet my mind and heart.

Now, bear witness to a sacred dance.
  The Divine breathes, life moves.