Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Only to Witness and Feel

In the brutal moment
  that lasted an eternity,
  I learned what it is like
  to die...and, to die alone.

Collapsed on the floor.
  Unable to move or decide.
  Observing from the outside.

Feeling the stretching of the
  tether holding my soul to my body.
  The soul detaching; the body pulling it back.

Unable to move,
  only to witness and feel.

Does Victory Require an 'Over'?

Victory

Does victory require an 'over'?
  'Victory over...'
  'Victory over death.'

But, death isn't a foe.
  It is, like the rest of life,
  a transition from one state to the next.

Death is part of life.
  It is as fundamental as
  birth, breath, bonding, belief...

There is no need to vanquish death.
  And, celebrating 'victory over death'
  is akin to celebrating 'victory over birth'.

All is one, all is blessed.
  Death, life, death, life, transform
  from then to now, from here to there.

The victory is not in conquering.
  It is in living intentionally
  through all of it.

Life, Effortless, Graceful

I was standing in a desert.
  Gauze covered my body
  and swelled in the wind.

Sand dunes all around.
  Wind blowing against my face.
  'Turn to see where the wind is blowing.'

As I turned, Tortoise
  rose beneath my feet,
  lifting me gently off the sand.

In great, slow strides,
  it began to fly above the sand,
  wind at my back, light breeze on my face.

Then, it dipped into the sand.
  Sand flowed across my feet and ankles.
  Arms outstretched, head held high, atop my friend.

Then, he began the dive.
  Sand flowed past my shins, my knees, my waist...
  The steady movement unwavering, never ceasing.

He spoke, 'If you tire, you are resisting.'
  'Allow life to flow.  Don't resist.  Don't fight.'
  Long, steady, slow, mindful, effortless strokes.

The pressure of the sand against my body lifted.
  He swam in great circles, gliding through the sand
  as an eagle through the sky, me on his back, arms outstretched.

'Swim,'  he says.
  I let go just above his mighty shell.
  I mimic his strokes, strong, slow, steady, mindful.
  I am swimming through sand...gracefully, effortlessly.

When I grow weary, I rest atop his shell.
  He continues to swim, through the stars.
  It is all the same to him, sand, stars, ocean.

Resistance is a state created by our minds.
  It is the primal game played by our mind
  with the the most elementary of emotions.

'Let go the resistance to life,' he says.
  'Allow it to flow.
  Rejoice in the flow of life about your feet.
  Revel in your ability to fly, to walk, to breath.

'And, never fear,
  for fear cuts off your breath,
  binds your feet, closes your eyes.'

'Life, death, transitions...
  all are one,
  all are a gift.'

'There nothing to fear,
  everything to rejoice.'

Saturday, September 13, 2014

A Call to Peace

Tears
  a feeling so big, it fills this tiny being beyond full

Wants to explode out and beyond

  freedom from the strictures
  of this mind

wanting to show the magnificence

  wanting to share the wonder, the awe
  wanting to point to the All
  to shout

look beyond, into!


look and see

  the holy that is your self.

feel the immense joy

  at knowing you are
  at one
  always
  with the All

breathe lightly

  experince the profound peace

let your self fall

  into the ecstacy
  of pure, unconditional, eternal
  love.

Everythingness

the black box
  that is me

turning, floating
  solid, yet not.

all round, nothing

  or is it everything?

Searching for the opening

  finding none, needing none

watching the bonds between atoms melt

  watching the box disappate

vaporous, dispersing into the nothingness, everythingness


the black box

  a facade. no, a journey, an experience

not the full reality

  not even 'me'

an invitation to explore, adventure, learn, feel

  and just for a moment

don't let it pass unaware

Only I

You need not safety,
  for there is no such thing as harm.

Only IS

You need not fear,
  for there is nothing to fear.

Only I

Friday, September 12, 2014

Safety from Harm

The overwhelming feeling of wanting to cry.
  From where?  For what?  I don't know.
  But the sorrow is deep, so very deep.

'You cling to your sorrow like a child
  grasping the hem of her mother's dress.
  So frightened are you to let go, to feel Me.'

'I yearn for security, feel desperately the need
  for safety from harm.  If I release my grip,
  I step into harm's way. I will be hurt!'

'The security you grasp for is an illusion.
  You misconstrue familiarity with security.
  You are holding onto old pain, sorrow, fear.'

Seeking wisdom, I listen to the words of Spirit,
  Negotiating, 'OK, if I let go my hold on fear,
  I fall into the safety of your arms, right?

I imagine letting loose my grip on the 'old',
  I see myself, safe and secure in God's arms.
  I feel ready at last to release my hold on fear.

'My child, it is not about moving from one notion
  of safety to another.  That logic allows fear to
  preserve its rule over your heart and mind.'

'It is about letting go of the fear, totally.
  It is about stepping into your future
  without a script written by fear.'

'Only then can you experience the splendor
  of this Spirit walk,the magnificence of Creation,
  and the wisdom you have sought these many years.'

'Step into your future, the unknown, without the
  the incessant search for safety from harm.
  There is no harm, no need for security.'

'Step out of the illusion and into Me.'