Pregnant Pause

These are my thoughts unfolding...

Couched inbetween two worlds,
I yearn for the next even as I grieve the last.
Yet, right here I remain, in this pregnant moment.

Despite my discomfort,
I am fascinated by the universe at work.
I see reality taking shape at a subatomic level.
The trillion bits of potentiality dancing into form.

It's fascinating and awesome.
I am endeavoring to stay in this space
of wonder and awe as I watch my future unfold.

This in-between-space is precious.
And, I don't want to squander it
with trepidation or worriment.
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The Kundalini has been strong of late,
surging through my body, exploding
from my crown chakra...

Yesterday, I was driving up from Corvallis.
I had the automatic speed set.
At the same exact moment,
the Kundalini exploded from my crown
and the truck surged forward...
as if the Kundalini powered both
the truck and my self.
It can do that.  I've witnessed it do such things before...