Kundalini Healing

Something shifted.
  Like a groundswell,
  it quaked my being,
  woke me up,
  turned me bout,
  faced me forward.

It left me restless,
  knowing I'm done with
  the medical establishment.
  I'm done with the incident that
  landed me in the medical machine.

But more...
  a realization
  that I can heal myself.
  yes.

Kundalini awoke two nights ago.
  It emerged in the evening,
  and then became quiet
  until I lay to rest.

My hand, 
  resting on my abdoman,
  awoke it.

It stirred and stretched
  into my abdoman, awaking
  the organs, innervating them,
  activating chaotic motion, turbulence.

My body flushed itself,
  cleansed itself of the toxins,
  and I lay again to rest, wondering...

Several hours later,
  the Kundalini stirred again,
  exploded through my viscera,
  wrapped my abdoman in energy.

Twice, in succession, it did this,
  and then shot up my chakras to my heart,
  surrounding it, holding it, impregnating my chest
  with hot, healing, swirling, powerful, intentional energy.

I slept then, with powerful dreams,
  the remanents of which float through
  the recesses of my mind, occasssionally
  surfacing, sharing their gifts and promise.

I feel well, over the 'medical' incident.
  I feel filled with a powerful something.
  I feel profound gratitude and an attitude,
  an impatience, an excitement, an arrogance,
  a restlessness, a humble realization that my ego
  has been stimulated and is trying to claim its space.

So, into quiet I must fall.
  For this was not my ego,
  or my doing.  It was Spirit.

And, It is trying to teach me.
  Please help me to listen,
  to hear, to learn,
  what You offer.