I decided that the worst thing that can happen to me
is NOT that I end up homeless or without food.
The worst thing thing that can happen is
that I turn this life circumstance against me.
The self-questioning, self-loathing, self-deprecation...
All of that names the worst that could happen.
I really am not what the external world reflects back to me.
I really am what shines forth from inside of me.
The life circumstance is bearable.
I can handle whatever comes at me.
I am resourceful, frugal, insightful, smart, well-balanced.
I have much experience handling difficulties.
I have come through much in my life.
I have a strength inside that always carries me.
is NOT that I end up homeless or without food.
The worst thing thing that can happen is
that I turn this life circumstance against me.
The self-questioning, self-loathing, self-deprecation...
All of that names the worst that could happen.
I really am not what the external world reflects back to me.
I really am what shines forth from inside of me.
The life circumstance is bearable.
I can handle whatever comes at me.
I am resourceful, frugal, insightful, smart, well-balanced.
I have much experience handling difficulties.
I have come through much in my life.
I have a strength inside that always carries me.
What's not bearable is the stress load I've been carrying,
the internalization of society's blame for the circumstances of my life.
Somehow, I must dispel this illusion from my mind,
for by assimilating it, I turn against my self and the blessing that I am.
There it is, the message Spirit wants me to learn.
I can almost feel it, want to believe it, am reaching for it.
the internalization of society's blame for the circumstances of my life.
Somehow, I must dispel this illusion from my mind,
for by assimilating it, I turn against my self and the blessing that I am.
There it is, the message Spirit wants me to learn.
I can almost feel it, want to believe it, am reaching for it.
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